It’s funny at school or in person. You would think Im the most happiest person in the world giving always everyone hugs and always smiling and calling everyone sunshine but in reality I have somewhat of a broke home, more secrets then ever, and people think i’m always so happy but I wish Im dead, Im depressed, I have sleeping issues and all I ever think about is that nobody would care if Im dead. Most people would say that girl that never speaks a word is gone I wonder if shes ok or I bet they wouldn’t even notice because I don’t give them anything to notice. At school in class, Im the one that never speaks hiding against the wall but at lunch Im huggy and happy but when Im at home, all I do is hide in my room and wish people were dead or Im not home at all to stay away from there. I wish I could just run away but I have no choice but to stay. How ironic is that, one of the most happiest people you might text or talk to and that cheers people up just wishes to be dead.